You were wandering from your countryside cottage in the late afternoon.-
-Searching
 you were for some meaning to life. It was that the Southern Winds 
brought a thunderous storm that blew away your familes' crops. Since you
 were the youngest of all, all the relatives sacrificed most of their 
food to make sure you wouldn't go hungry. But time passed and food began
 to diiminish by decay and consumtion.
"Why 
live life? Why is the unsentient being so unkind?" You had spoken aloud 
to the uncaring sky. To you the sky has always been a place of awe and 
power.-
-The
 sky held many mysteries and obvious truths; you loved mysteries but as 
of lately you are fed up with them. So now you seek; you seek the 
meaning the meaningless seek; the purpose of life. You are foolish 
though because your search is vague and endless. It is that you will not
 realize that you should seek the purpose to keep on living; this you 
shall not know till you meet Aye of the Garden.
In
 the distance you can hear your mother calling you home, "Are you out 
there sweetie? Dinner is almost ready and you need sleep to wake up 
early for tomorrow!" You think, why would I want to go home and sleep to
 wake up to go to a funeral tomorrow. Still you drag your feet 
homewards. The sun is setting over the mountainous shurby landscape. -
-At
 last you arrive at the door with your mother waiting with an anxious 
face, "What took you so long? Well at least your home, now go take your 
bath," spoke your mother.
You turn on the 
hot water and leave while the tub fills. In the living room you see your
 father and older brother watching the television. What a connection, 
you think. You are happy to finally see someone in the family enjoying 
life again after the thunderous storms swallowed up two relatives and 
others died from starvation. Of course your happiness soon fleeds; you 
could never really stay happy long from the simple things in life. You 
always thought maybe I'll be happier if I leave this quite peaceful 
countryside for the big bustling cities of the world. Maybe there I'll 
fulfill my dreams.-
-You
 don't realize though that reality is on your side and all you need to 
do is be certain and determined of what you want in life. Yet you 
haven't yet manifested your dreams into a sequence of events or ideas.
Slowly
 you leave the living room while you step into the kitchen to watch your
 mother cook. Your mother is making desert, berry cobbler, your 
favorite. Looks like orange juice again for dinner you think as you have
 had orange juice since the thunderous storms destroyed your families' 
crops and murked the well's water.

To be continued...

To be continued...



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